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Thursday, May 12th, 2011
3:39 am - Long time no see
I haven't been here in forever O.O
Oh wow, what a change....

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Monday, July 6th, 2009
1:39 am - Back from the dead...
Oh wow, I just resurfaced from the dead. Thanks to my friend shashi_05, It would've probably taken me like another 5 years to get here. I miss my lj. And japarican85, I still haven't forgotten you. :D

So my latest update, I've been laid off from a company that pays a lot. And dang it, I went to the EOAC and they offered the "second career". Hopefully, I'll start a new phase of my life from there. Yey for going to college for fashion arts. SOmetimes I hate it when i know exactly what I want...Now i must pursue it like crazy. Oh yeah!! WIsh me luck, my people...Although i got lots of catching up to do. Sorry again for not being here and reading your posts. I miss you all!!

current mood: awake

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Saturday, September 8th, 2007
10:22 am - OMG!
I can't believe my lj is still alive. I have abandon this for soo long. My friends I miss you all But I've been manipulated by facebook!

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Wednesday, February 21st, 2007
9:34 am
AAAAAAAAAARRRGGGGGG! Classes are boring but having friends who advice you to skip out (especially in english class) is the best thing that can happen. Only 2 months left and i can't believe that I' almost done school. Oh I almost forgot THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH FOR THAT HUSKY that you sent me japarican85. It was cute. *huugggles* School is almost finish for me yey!! I can't wait to get a job and earn money so i can move out of my depressing apartment. *sigh*

current mood: blank

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Wednesday, January 31st, 2007
10:40 am
SCHOOL! It's so boring! AARGGH! I feel useless going to school, I'm much better outthere earning money. My bestfriend's advice was for me to volunteer as the assistant of a psychic and maybe get some tips on the occult since it's my interest and all. That would be pretty cool. But then again people can do whatever they want if they want to. I need a new inspiration. blah!

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Monday, January 15th, 2007
10:50 am
WOW, this year has got to be my lucky year. I've been through so much but still It's becoming more happy and fun this year. Financially speaking, I've been lucky with money lately but that's a good way to start the New Year. So I'm curious as in anyone else here like that? I'm gonna need it when I move out. So I hope everyone is having an awesome new year so far...except for school and all...school doesn't count...

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Friday, December 15th, 2006
5:28 pm
Yey! I'm back from philippines. And I'm happy to be back. I missed everyone. My family was so lucky that when the storm hit we were probaby on our way to VANCOUVER. The flight was a bastard. I couldn't stretch my legs and my neck was sore from the plane. And now passengers have to pay for food because AIR CANADA's getting cheap. :( Anyways I'm just so glad to be back. It was getting boring there when I didn't have all my friends.

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Saturday, November 18th, 2006
11:18 pm
I just arrived here in philippines yesterday. Oh my. The jetlag is a bastard. I feel like passing out right now and it's so hot too. My grandma's funeral is so loud and busy. So many people came to visit and I don't even remember who they are. My mom kept telling me they're our relatives but who knows. I haven't been here for ages. ANyways. some spooky shit happened, and i'm not gonna even mention that.

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Monday, November 13th, 2006
4:09 pm
I don't believe this. It's hard for me to catch up with my homework now that I don't have enough time to do anything since I have to leave for philippines. Some of my professors are really nice but I'm still worried about many things. I don't want to get thrown out of college. My stupid english associate told me that I have to drop the course if i don't make it for exam. THat fucking bitch! She wasn't worth going to.
I'm so screwed right now I wish for a miracle and I hope I do pass my class cuz that's $5000 there wasted if I don't.

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Saturday, November 11th, 2006
4:39 pm
This really is a bad month for me. Everything is so doom and gloom. I don't know what's gonna happen to my family and I because my grandmother passed away on thursday night and my whole family's been in a crappy mood ever since. So, I heard that we might all have to go to Philippines for at least 3 weeks. Everything is a mess. Right now, I don't even know what's going to happen.

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Thursday, November 9th, 2006
5:20 pm
AAARGH! Everything is so stressful right now..why why why? Anyways, I just feel like taking a long sleep and not waking up until the world revives itself. I wish i lived in a paradise where everything is harmonious, not a disaster. Too many homework and so little time. I guess I betetr get going on that. Plus I also need money before christmas so i can buy gifts for my friends. Now, all the store is so desperate for people, but they haven't hired me... ~bummer~

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Tuesday, November 7th, 2006
1:54 pm
My head hurts from not having enough sleep. Everything is either making me mad right now or making me really depresed. I can't wait till school finish for me so I can get a job and save money for my apartment. Oh the life of being independent. That won't be easy but freedom and space would make it calming.
Everything is so gloomy this month for me, wow! I'm sure it's like that for other people too. On the other hand, I'm desperate for a job because I need money for CHRISTMAS..so many friends and almost broke, I should harrass the clothing stores to friggin give me a job, any positions available...Ok, that was, that sounded wrong, so wrong, but it's so me, so I'm glad. Hee hee!

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Friday, November 3rd, 2006
6:57 pm - Birthday blues
I haven't been here for long. I barely exist to you my friends. Well, my birthday is going to be tomorrow. A lot has happened lately and just when i think that some poeple are my friends, i feel so betrayed. How can anyone think of bailing out on me on the last moment.

Here's the full story just ranting. Skip now. I'm just writing this to vent out: you guys don't have to read this. Anyways, I was holding a MURDER MYSTERY DINNER PARTY for this sat (which is postponed to a different date). I was writing the script and I was trying so hard, sleepless nights and all. Anyways, two of my other friends are responsible for each duty that they volunteered to do. I was doing the script, one of my friend was going to buy the cake and the other was supposed to cook us the fancy dinner.

To make the long story short, my friend that was supposed to do the cooking bailed on me because she couldn't get her way. She asked me to collect $10-15 from my friends just so we can have that fancy dinner when she found out that it was gonna cost a fortune. I liked the idea and all but what i didn't like is the fact that my friends has to pay??? What kind of a party is that? They're already thinking of buying a gift which isn't necessary but payment just to go there?? That's pathetic. I didn't go with it but i tried anyways. I felt so bad. However, most of my friends couldn't pay, I understand why. So when I told her this, she just spazzed at me. Her words were so painful to bare.

She's like " That's fine then. I won't go. Just go and have fun without me, ok?" I asked her to come because i needed her there because she's my friend and she's like "No you don't, you have everybody there. You don't need me there so i just won't come. I'll treat you out in a restaurant or something-just you and me" Then I told her that the money i was going to buy to get that sexy dress (i'm the hostess) i'll give it to her to get the food but she still disagreed.

So, after that, I was on my own. I had the script to finish, and now i have to worry about getting all the food. But thank goodness some of my friends are valuable. They decide to help me, gave me ideas and for that i'm very grateful and I'll never forget their kindness. But my birthday party is postponed to a different date which means i can put more effort to it. I'll try posting some pics if I can. I wasn't gonna reveal this, but since the party is postponed, i'm writing a new script. The victim was a model, and the murderer was the politician. Yeah, so you guys won't even know what i'm talking about cuz i have no script and that's the only info i can say.

current mood: crushed

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Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
6:00 pm
ARRRGGGGHHHHHHHHH japarican85 i hope you got my letter. I hope the stupid mail people didn't lose it, i swear if they do, i'm making my own company. STEPHIE, i can't believe you got me to believe that, now i'm panicking. I wrote important stuffs there you know.

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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
8:14 pm
Guys i need addresses for the christmas cards. I wanna send everyone christmas cards...since I have a lot...of them japarican85 I need yours especially. I think i lost the one i had. ...:S

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Monday, November 14th, 2005
7:51 pm

Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.

What FF7: Advent Children Character Are You?

Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
6:43 pm
SO my friends and I went out on my birthday like 4 days ago. Bowling then we went to see the movie JARHEAD. It was awesome. My friend magician_sakura gave me this erotic...no not erotic...EROTICA or should i say...PORNO book. OMG, it was something that I have not read before. You devil, stephie! Curse you! You're gonna bring me to hee for that...! What a punk! ANyways, I'll try to be on for you guys, I've just been busy and tired with work....*sigh* The pain...

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Friday, October 14th, 2005
8:20 pm
WHOA, sadly I'm in a giggly mood today. *sigh* people are beginning to think I'm a perve for having sex talks all the time. Hey i don't mind that, I am a scorpio btw and i like seeing people's reaction when i get too detailed...hee hee, sadly they can't handle the pressure that's being cursed upon them. Oh how dramatic that sounds!

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Wednesday, October 12th, 2005
4:54 pm
Wow, this description rings true...yey me!!

romantic girl
Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feel the same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
5:10 pm
AAARRRGGGGGHHHHHH!!! It's hard to find some lyrics...arrrgghhhh!! ....So my months have been pitiful, and just when i thought my problems are all solved...everything re-shifts and i get more...arrggh! This is a nuisance. Oh well. I'm surprised i haven't commited suicide...although i've been always contemplating. Sometimes I just can't deal with issues and i can't release all of my bottled up emotions....UGH! How frustrating!

current mood: frustrated

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